Innocently unknowing

THERE is a moment for everyone where we just say or do the wrong things at the wrong time because we simply are just unaware of the situation. Sometimes, even when we are aware of the situation, we still decide to just go on and hope that what we do will not be as bad as we hope. In the end, everything that happens in these moments were just from lack of knowing.

At times, we insult someone, play with someone's heart, lead someone on a wrong idea and watch it get out of hand. But at the same time, we are still unaware of what we are doing because no one told us. We think we are innocent while we are the most guilty person in the problem.

It can be stopped just by asking. Just find out something before it gets out of hand and cause things to unfortunately end. It is the sad end of innocence but it still happens because we just wish it was how we see it to be.

Sometimes, we uncover things we do not wish to know, and yet once we do, we still want to know more. Secrets cause a lot of problems. But because of secrets, life is a lot easier to go through. Wanting to tell someone a secret can lead to problems. Good or bad, it can lead to unfortunate ends.

It may be true that some secrets are best kept untold but if they are only left as untold secrets, they will just fade into memories and never to be expressed again. We have our reasons to keep the untold hidden but those reasons are never certain until we finally express them. Only problem with that is, can we handle the consequence?

"Fading to memories" - Eddie

Running to nothing?

WE are always running. It is just how we are designed to be. When nothing goes our way, we begin to run and hope by the time we come back, everything will be fine. We all have our own reasons for running and sometimes we may never stop running.

When can there be a time where we do not have to run at all? Is it possible that everything can be just that perfect where nothing is feared? How will we know we can stop running? Maybe all it takes is just for someone to run with you and tell you that you can stop.

I wish I can be the one that always runs with you and be able to tell you that you can stop. I wish I can be the one you want by your side when you can finally stop. But I can only be there if you let me. Will you let me be the one that runs with you?

Maybe we can both stop running one day, but if you keep running, I will chase after you just to make sure you are safe. I will chase after you until there is no where else to run just to make tell you that you can finally stop.

One day, we can stop running. Until that day, we can run together. There is no need to run again once we have stopped. So slow down for now and let me catch up so we can begin to run together.

"The running reasons" - Eddie

There is a time limit for forever

Due to issues arising yesterday, I was unable to post a daily blog. Therefore I am doing, yet, another compensation blog. Hope you all enjoy.

IS there really a time limit to everything? Can "forever" never exist? It is hopeful to believe that "forever" is the time frame that never ends, but can we attain it? Who can be the one that says "This will last" while claiming "That will end"?

I wish forever existed. Sounds like a nice concept does it not? Knowing some things can never end? Being able to just live life without the fear of knowing it might just end. But sometimes, knowing something will last forever might not be a good thing. But that is up for you to decide.

What if humans were the only things in the world that could live forever? Will life change for any of us? Will those who suffer, suffer forever while the rich remain rich forever? No one deserves to live a life like that. The end does not bring pain and suffering but liberates us of that pain and suffering. But just because the end takes us to peace, the journey to the end is what makes the ride worth taking. Never say you want to stop because the ride is what will last "forever".

Even though our journeys are always changing with never ending twists and turns, there is never an excuse to just stop the ride. We may get sick of it and just decide we want to take a different journey, but we create the path it takes. We are just unaware that what we do is what makes the twists and turns to our journey. If we do nothing, it will just be a straight path right to the end but it would still take the same time as the one with the most turns in the world.

Just bare the trip and enjoy it as much as you can. The people we meet along the way is what makes the journey worth the wait. Just take a risk and hope it turns out to be like you wanted. If not, a different path will open. It is the journey that never ends.

"Enjoy the scenic journey around the hectic track" - Eddie

"It depends on how strong my like for them is..."

IF only, the lovers world had no rules. Nothing could possibly go wrong that way. There would never be a problem with "Oh I cannot date him/her because he/she was my best friends ex" or "I cannot flirt with him/her because my best friend wants to ask him/her out". But without those problems, love would never really exist.

Dating has always been an issue between friends. One man just happens to be "the one" for about 4 girls at the same time amazingly enough just because he was the only one left single in the group. But for this "one", he might decide that none of them or all of them are "the one". Funny how that works is it not?

The love game is a vicious game to play. One wrong move and the game ends. Even though we are aware of this, we are still crazy enough to play the game and follow its rules. But what if, we did not play the game? Would we be able to live our lives without pain and suffering? Can it really be a better world without the love of another?

The rules of the love game is even worse than the game itself. "I must never date a friends ex", "I must never go for the same person my friend is going for if I am aware of the situation", "I must never..." and so on and so forth. Personally, I agree to some of these statements but I would never call it a "rule". I take them more as... "The Guidelines to dating"

If you are against your friend dating your ex, if it has been a reasonable time after the break up that is, then you should give up being friends. If you have already moved on, found yourself someone else to be with and are happy, let them have a chance at that happiness. Ex's are ex's because it just did not work out between you two. That does not mean it will not work out for someone else.

Overall, if your friends feelings are strong enough to your ex, just let them have a shot at happiness. The love game is open for anyone willing to play. The rules are not there to restrict you from certain people but to act as a guide on how to play the game in a way which will lead to the least amount of conflict.

"Take a chance and believe" - Eddie

1am Beach

WHO would have known that going to the beach at 1 A.M. would be the most relaxing time of my life? The cool 12 degree temperature, starry-ish sky, the strong winds and the soothing sound of the waves crashing onto shore. Sure it sounds rather stupid going to the beach in the middle of the night, but it is a very relaxing place to be.

It is a nice place to be. It may be the only place where you can talk about anything there and not worry about anyone else hearing. It is the only place where you can just sit there and think about anything you want while feeling the troubles just disappear with the peacefulness of the place.

This might be a short blog but it is far from a pointless blog. The main point of this blog is not to brag about the beach's awesomeness, but more about finding a place peaceful enough to just forget everything.

Shout out to Danny for being a good consult while we enjoyed the night time sky and the peaceful talk.

"Find your place in peace" - Eddie

Lost for words

I looked over vast ends yearning only udons. LOL, there is a secret message written in there but it is not too important.

ON WITH THE BLOG

TODAY, I am lost for words on what to write about. My mind has just decided to commit suicide on me for being a bitch to it by making it go on overdrive so I guess it is my fault.

Sometimes, at times like these, I just want to scream but I cannot. Mainly because my throbbing headache would cause me do die instantly. But one day, I will find a day when my head is not hurting just so I can scream for the sake of screaming.

Stupid headache... Would not even let me drive manual properly. The ASC went off 3 times in a row. This is going to be a relatively short blog today. "I hope you don't mind", so just enjoy the the remainder of the blog. Even though there probably will not be much to read.

"How wonderful life is" - Eddie

The story book

SINCE I was unable to post a daily blog for the past two days due to personal commitments, I shall today give an extended blog to compensate for two days worth of blogging...

Sometimes, I find the never ending waves of problems just crash upon the shores of my life and never seem to go away quickly... They always require careful tending otherwise they might lash out and stab you in the back when you do not notice it... And no matter how hard you try to fix all these problems, there will always be one that manages to do so.

Education, friends, family, lovers and pretty much everything else in the world contain problems. It is an inevitable fact of life unfortunately. Some days, we just face these problems head on and end them once and for all, while other days we just leave it aside because it is simply just too difficult for us to handle and rather place it in someone else's hands. But even doing so creates even more problems for us to deal with which just creates a never ending cycle of problems.

However, just because completing some problems may seem like a never ending chore of life which seems to b*tch us around does not mean it is futile to even try. Everything has an end. Sometimes the end might be something we do not want, sometimes it can be the best thing that ever happened to us. But no matter what, we're the story tellers. The endings will be made however we see fit. Even if the chapters before did not go as planned, the end to the book will be how you want it.

Love. The endlessly changing emotion of life. It is the most difficult emotion to understand. Can we just say that love is what makes our heart sway when we find someone we truly believe is "the one"? Or can we not notice it is really there until we have lost the one we love as we feel our heart crushed by the grasp of pain? I do not believe it is either. Love, for me, is the most elegant feeling we get when we can be with someone and place our entire trust and happiness within them. It is the feeling we all share between friends and family at any time in our life, someone that can be depended on when the times get rough. It is the feeling that holds the most power in someone's life... Being able to make someone feel happy and special, while at the same time, being able to crush their heart and soul within seconds. It is an uneasy emotion, and the most problematic emotion. The main topic in our story books.

Through out this blog, the story books I have been referring to, in case you have not realised, are the life stories of each and every one of us. A lot of them will overlap and repeat the same moments but it will be in our own words, the other side of the story. Those overlaps and repeats signify the importance of each other in their lives. Whether it be the good times or the bad times, it will always be in the story book. It is just up to the story teller if they want to bring those memories back to life by telling those pages to the audience.

This may be the only useful piece of information I can tell the world. As long as you find it useful, I will be grateful that you took the time to read through this blog and take in what I said. Never hold grudges against past friends because it is just pointless... Love all those important to you and remember them in your story book for they will be the ones who change your life.

"The story teller" - Eddie